Sometimes I just want to hide myself away and avoid all contact with the outside world. Lately I've been feeling like that, but have been forcing myself out because that's what I'm supposed to do. It's not healthy to sit at the kitchen table looking at flyers for things I don't want or need for 9 hours a day. Today, though, I just don't want to make the effort anymore.
I've been dreadful to be around the last while. Negative, easy to anger, ill-humoured, inconsistent... It's no wonder that I go weeks without emails and phone calls. I think it's best if I just stay away from people for a while because I suspect being around people I actually like will be bad for someone.
So, if by some miracle, you try to contact me in the next while, don't be surprised or worried if I don't respond. I just need a break from talking about me. I've got nothing particularly good to say. I won't be hiding in my house, but I won't be organising meet-ups either. I'm just tired of trying to be sociable right now.
1 comment:
You are NOT unhireable!! Seriously you will get a job, it just takes time. And things have a way of working themselves out. Chin up my dear!!
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